A YEAR HAS GONE BY !

A YEAR TO THE DAY A VIVID FEELING OF GREY WALKING OUT LIKE YOU DID SECRETS AND LIES YOU HID BUT I SURVIVED IT AT A PACE THANKS TO YOU,  A BITTER TASTE NOTHING STAYS THE SAME LOVE IS REAL NOT A GAME SO I TAKE ANOTHER STEP A PROMISE I KEPT DONT TAKE ITContinue reading “A YEAR HAS GONE BY !”

WHAT DID WE MISS ?

WHAT DID WE MISS? WE HAD A LIST NO TALKING TODAY NOTHING TO SAY WHERE DID WE GO WRONG? FAR TO REACHING AND LONG  FINE TUNED US 100 PERCENT TEN YEARS EXPIRY DATE ELEVEN YEARS  A GOAL  I MEANT BUT NEVER MADE IT AS YOU SEE! LOOKING AT MY LIST AGAIN  !! WE ARE NOWContinue reading “WHAT DID WE MISS ?”

50 Years have passed ,But i am still living with peace in my heart !!

What makes you the person you are ?? You ask – I know now after 50 years in the game of Liking Lusting and Loving I have learnt that life is very challenging, it doesn’t matter how you hit the ground you need to get up and wipe your dirt off your face your kneesContinue reading “50 Years have passed ,But i am still living with peace in my heart !!”

DUMP ME IF YOU MUST !!

DUMP ME IF YOU MUST YOUR NAME A MEMORY A LUST GONE WITH THE WIND ! WHAT WE HAD NOW I CHUCKED IN THE BIN I GOT NOTHING TO ADD A LIFE RENEWED ONCE SAD I FIND ANOTHER TO CARRY ON LIFE IS TO PRECIOUS TO CRY ON AND ON AND ON AND ON NOTContinue reading “DUMP ME IF YOU MUST !!”

DONT TURN AWAY ,I HAVEN’T FINISHED WITH YOU YET !!!

YOU DARE TO TURN AWAY I HAVEN’T EVEN STARTED ON WHAT TO SAY YOU TAKE A LIFE OF LOVE AND RESPECT AND TURN IT ROUND ,SECRETS  A PAST IS KEPT YOU TURN AWAY ,NO EXPLANATION ,NOT A WORD THE EXCUSES THE LIES SO ABSURD !!! YOU WALK FASTER AS I START TO SPEAK WHAT THEContinue reading “DONT TURN AWAY ,I HAVEN’T FINISHED WITH YOU YET !!!”

WE ARE ALL HUMAN AT THE END OF THE DAY !!! SO GO EASY

SOMETIMES REMEMBERING THE BEST OF YOU CAN SAVE THE WORST OF YOU DONT MAKE THE MISTAKE OF WALKING AWAY HARDENED BY ANOTHER THINK OF ONLY THE GOOD THINGS YOU LEARNT FROM IT AND USE IT TO MAKE YOU A BETTER YOU NO ONE SAID IT WAS GOING TO EASY THE HARDEST PART OF DUMPEDWTF ?Continue reading “WE ARE ALL HUMAN AT THE END OF THE DAY !!! SO GO EASY”

END OF A ERA !!

NEVER GOING BACK SAME OLD CRAP CHANGING NOT EVEN WHY IM LEAVING DIRT SLINGING AINT MY THING ALL YOU DO IS CREATE A SCENE WHO WANTS TO ACT CHARACTERS YOU LACK UNITED WE STAND MEANS YOU GOT MY BACK NOT RUN TO THE NEAREST THING IN THE SACK BUT THATS YOU ALL OVER RIGHT !!Continue reading “END OF A ERA !!”

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO >?

TODAY IS THE END ,A HEART I MEND CRYING THOUGHTLESSLY INSIDE NO TIME TO WIPE MY TEARS I HIDE WHY ME WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ? I CAN NOT COMPETE OR CARRY ON WITHOUT YOU I CANT EVEN THINK, WHAT TO SAY ? A LITTLE VOICE KEEPS SAYING JUST PAY DEARLY PAY !!Continue reading “WHAT AM I GOING TO DO >?”

TAKE THE PAIN AND SHOVE IT -!!!

NOT EVEN A SECOND YOU GIVE TO ME TO EXPLAIN YOUR DEVIANCE OH YEAH !! GOOD AND FREE YOU LEAVE ME STANDING GOB SMACKED DUMPEDWTF? COMES TO MIND YOU GIVE ME THESE WORDS IN ONE SENTENCE AND THINK THATS FINE PLEASE DONT INDULGE YOURSELF THE MEMORIES ARE WIPED OF YOU AND ME NO REPEATING THATContinue reading “TAKE THE PAIN AND SHOVE IT -!!!”

IN THE CLOSET YOU SAY WITH PAIN !

IN THE CLOSET YOU SAY AGAIN WHAT DOES THIS MEAN A FACE SO GREY ‘ LIVING A LIE SO MANY YEARS ‘ WHAT WE HAD WHAT WE SHARED WHERE DO I START TO UNDERSTAND THE WORDS IN THE CLOSET ” A NAME I NOW BAND ‘ WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS LIFE IS SO UNFAIRContinue reading “IN THE CLOSET YOU SAY WITH PAIN !”