FRIENDS WE GOT YOUR BACK !!

LET YOUR DARKNESS FIND THE LIGHT

A FRIENDSHIP REAL LOVE YOU TIGHT

DONT LET THE MEMORIES SINK INSIDE

THINKING OF YOU WHEN YOU CRY

NEVER THINK YOU ARE DOING THIS ALONE

I AM IN YOUR SPACE YOUR TIME ZONE

I WILL NOT VISIT YOU JUST   YET!

I WILL LET THE TEARS DROP IN DEPTH

BUT I WILL HOLD YOUR HEART DEEP WITHIN

FEELING WHAT YOU FEEL A HIDDEN SIN

NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN AS MUCH AS YOU

BUT WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT

KNOWING  WHATS BEST TO DO!

DONT LOCK YOURSELF AWAY

WHAT HAS HAPPENED  WILL PASS EACH DAY

I WILL KEEP A EYE ON YOU

UNTIL THAN MY  LOVE TRAVELS

24 HOURS DOON TO NOON

LOVE YOU MY FRIEND

XXX

YOUR DAY HAS JUST BEGUN !

YOUR DAY HAS JUST BEGUN !

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A YEAR HAS GONE BY !

A YEAR TO THE DAY

A VIVID FEELING OF GREY

WALKING OUT LIKE YOU DID

SECRETS AND LIES YOU HID

BUT I SURVIVED IT AT A PACE

THANKS TO YOU,  A BITTER TASTE

NOTHING STAYS THE SAME

LOVE IS REAL NOT A GAME

SO I TAKE ANOTHER STEP

A PROMISE I KEPT

DONT TAKE IT LYING DOWN

ANOTHER LIFE ANOTHER ROUND

ANOTHER YEAR BITES THE DUST

NEW ADVENTURES A GOAL A MUST

WHAT DID WE MISS ?

WHAT DID WE MISS?

WE HAD A LIST

NO TALKING TODAY

NOTHING TO SAY

WHERE DID WE GO WRONG?

FAR TO REACHING AND LONG 

FINE TUNED US 100 PERCENT

TEN YEARS EXPIRY DATE

ELEVEN YEARS  A GOAL  I MEANT

BUT NEVER MADE IT AS YOU SEE!

LOOKING AT MY LIST AGAIN  !!

WE ARE NOW NEVER TO BE

YOU STUPID LIST !1

CHUCKING YOU HIGH INTO THE SKY

LOST LOVE CAUSE OF YOU

MY TEARS ARE RAW AS I CRY

TAKE NOTE TO MYSELF

DONT DICTATE A LIFE TO SEE

A CALENDAR OF LOVE

IS SUPPOSE TO BE

TOGETHER AND FREE !!!!

WHAT DID WE MISS

WHAT DID WE MISS

50 Years have passed ,But i am still living with peace in my heart !!

What makes you the person you are ??
You ask –
I know now after 50 years in the game of Liking Lusting and Loving

I have learnt that life is very challenging, it doesn’t matter how you hit the ground
you need to get up and wipe your dirt off your face your knees and your eyes.
And say it’s going to be okay another bump on the road of Life.
Believe me, the road of life gives you curves, intersections, stop signs, give way signs this does include the storms you will encounter through your journey of life.
I have learnt through my 50 years of Life you can’t hide from a Broken Heart its part and parcel of life itself, we need to learn without falling down, hurting grieving , how would we know when the right love comes along ,how would we grow inside to make the better judgement of partners we endeavour to invite into our lives even if it’s for a short time.
You know love taps you on the shoulder true love I mean at least 4 times in your lifetime.
How do I know this,? I have walked it, experienced  it and am still living this today.

I have had  the best and worst of relationships in my 35 years of living the Love Game. and In those years, I have experience 4 True Loves and have been dumped, duped and deserted 3 of those 4.
Through these relationships, I felt alone, deserted, cheated, lost, confused and what other things can I say.
When you are the victim of being Dumped it hits home harder than you would ever imagine, the longer the relationship the harder the pain.
The world  you live in has no meaning the life you live has no meaning, this is how hard you have fallen.
If you have invested 100% in this relationship than your partner is your love is your friend, your partner, your work, your social life, where are you??
Most of us consume the love the life the couple comfort until one day it is all taken away.
Your life has become a standstill it’s like living a death within, it feels like your heart has been ripped off its organs.

How do I know you ask,?? I have been there many times in my life and yes have learnt many a lesson but do we?
Yes, sometimes but other times no because you keep getting burnt by the same flame.
The first time for me was such a young age and yes the younger the heart the bigger the pain the harder the fall ,you see when you love for the first time you are learning new feelings for another and these feeling mould you and your heart of how you see the world .
Not many of us learn tho and fall into the same trap the same love.But others like me learn to embrace the past, engrave the future and be more open to learning about true love and the true meaning of the word.
I have learnt harsh lessons in my life and being DUMPED has installed the memory in my heart forever.
No one wants to go through the agony, heartache, pain, hurt, silence and the rest to follow.
But unfortunately, it happens  the Good the Bad and the Ugly  life, you can not live a fruitful  life if you haven’t experienced true love.

Learning to experience life as it happens learn from it and use it ,to become a better person for you and only you 11071034_10152735666411546_8179153592100693777_n

DUMP ME IF YOU MUST !!

DUMP ME IF YOU MUST

YOUR NAME

A MEMORY A LUST

GONE WITH THE WIND !

WHAT WE HAD NOW

I CHUCKED IN THE BIN

I GOT NOTHING TO ADD

A LIFE RENEWED ONCE SAD

I FIND ANOTHER TO CARRY ON

LIFE IS TO PRECIOUS

TO CRY ON AND ON AND ON AND ON

NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TEARS

OVER ALREADY DUMPED ! NO FEARS

I AM READY TO TAKE THE WORLD ON

I GOT SO MUCH TO DO

YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE

TO BAD A CHANCE YOU BLEW !!!

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DONT TURN AWAY ,I HAVEN’T FINISHED WITH YOU YET !!!

YOU DARE TO TURN AWAY

I HAVEN’T EVEN STARTED ON WHAT TO SAY

YOU TAKE A LIFE OF LOVE AND RESPECT

AND TURN IT ROUND ,SECRETS  A PAST IS KEPT

YOU TURN AWAY ,NO EXPLANATION ,NOT A WORD

THE EXCUSES THE LIES SO ABSURD !!!

YOU WALK FASTER AS I START TO SPEAK

WHAT THE HELL ?YOUR FACE SO PALE & BLEAK

NO COMMENT FOR ME  ,NOT EVEN A LOOK

DUMPEDWTF ?? TWO WORDS  IS ALL I TOOK !!

GET OVER YOURSELF ,I WILL GET OVER YOU QUICK

ONLY ONE NAME FOR YOU NOW STARTS WITH D AND ENDS

WITH ICK !!!

NO LIFE IS BAD UNLESS YOU MAKE IT !!

YOUR LOSS NOT MINE !!

WORN DOWN

WORN DOWN

END OF A ERA !!

NEVER GOING BACK
SAME OLD CRAP
CHANGING NOT EVEN
WHY IM LEAVING
DIRT SLINGING
AINT MY THING
ALL YOU DO
IS CREATE A SCENE
WHO WANTS TO ACT
CHARACTERS YOU LACK
UNITED WE STAND
MEANS YOU GOT MY BACK
NOT RUN TO THE NEAREST
THING IN THE SACK
BUT THATS YOU ALL OVER
RIGHT !!
EASY WAY OUT OF A
ALL NIGHT FIGHT
WHY BOTHER EXPLAINING
YOUR DECEIT AND LIES
ALL IN THAT ORDER RIGHT !!!
GIVE ME A BREAK !!
MY EYES ARE NOT AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD ‘
I KNOW WHEN IM DUPED
PLEASE LINES AND LINES
I HAVE SEEN IT ALL AND RED !!
LIKE I SAID !!
NOT COMING BACK

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