WHAT DID WE MISS ?

WHAT DID WE MISS?

WE HAD A LIST

NO TALKING TODAY

NOTHING TO SAY

WHERE DID WE GO WRONG?

FAR TO REACHING AND LONG 

FINE TUNED US 100 PERCENT

TEN YEARS EXPIRY DATE

ELEVEN YEARS  A GOAL  I MEANT

BUT NEVER MADE IT AS YOU SEE!

LOOKING AT MY LIST AGAIN  !!

WE ARE NOW NEVER TO BE

YOU STUPID LIST !1

CHUCKING YOU HIGH INTO THE SKY

LOST LOVE CAUSE OF YOU

MY TEARS ARE RAW AS I CRY

TAKE NOTE TO MYSELF

DONT DICTATE A LIFE TO SEE

A CALENDAR OF LOVE

IS SUPPOSE TO BE

TOGETHER AND FREE !!!!

WHAT DID WE MISS

WHAT DID WE MISS

NO REGRETS !!!!!

NO REGRETS   NO HARD FEELINGS ,YOU SAY

WHAT PLANET ARE YOU SPEAKING?

NOT THIS ONE, !! YOU HESITATE WITH DELAY

LOST FOR WORDS, YEAH RIGHT!SINCE WHEN?

CAT NEVER GOT YOUR TOUNGE !!

I ANIT BUNCHING, I DEFEND

DUMPWTF ??

I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS

YEARS ARE NOTHING IN A SENTENCE

LIVED IT LOVED ITS ALREADY BEEN

YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT

BUT I KNOW I TRIED MY BEST

IF I KNEW THIS DAY WAS COMING

FOR THIS NO REGRETS, NO HARD FEELINGS MESS !!

I WOULD OF PREPARED MYSELF WHOLEHEARTLY

INSTEAD OF LOOKING FLABAGASTED AT ITS BEST !!

BUT TODAY HAS COME  WITH SHOCK

EXPLANATION IS THE HARDEST TO CONQUER

BUT I GET IT, I WILL CARRY ON

LESS EMOTIONAL LESS DEMURE

SO I AM HERE, FACING THE MUSIC

AND I WILL GET OVER SUCH A BLOW

DUMPEDWTF ?NEVER COMES EASY

BUT SOMETHING YOU WILL LEARN TO KNOW

SO HEY IF THAT.S WHAT YOU WANT

I AM NOT GOING TO STAND IN YOUR WAY

THE UNIVERSE HAS chosen YOU

TO LEAVE ME TODAY !!

NO REGRETS NO HARD FEELINGS

I AM GOING TO FIND THE WORLD AGAIN

DONT WORRY FREEDOM IS SWEET

AND I WILL OK  !!!!!

50 Years have passed ,But i am still living with peace in my heart !!

What makes you the person you are ??
You ask –
I know now after 50 years in the game of Liking Lusting and Loving

I have learnt that life is very challenging, it doesn’t matter how you hit the ground
you need to get up and wipe your dirt off your face your knees and your eyes.
And say it’s going to be okay another bump on the road of Life.
Believe me, the road of life gives you curves, intersections, stop signs, give way signs this does include the storms you will encounter through your journey of life.
I have learnt through my 50 years of Life you can’t hide from a Broken Heart its part and parcel of life itself, we need to learn without falling down, hurting grieving , how would we know when the right love comes along ,how would we grow inside to make the better judgement of partners we endeavour to invite into our lives even if it’s for a short time.
You know love taps you on the shoulder true love I mean at least 4 times in your lifetime.
How do I know this,? I have walked it, experienced  it and am still living this today.

I have had  the best and worst of relationships in my 35 years of living the Love Game. and In those years, I have experience 4 True Loves and have been dumped, duped and deserted 3 of those 4.
Through these relationships, I felt alone, deserted, cheated, lost, confused and what other things can I say.
When you are the victim of being Dumped it hits home harder than you would ever imagine, the longer the relationship the harder the pain.
The world  you live in has no meaning the life you live has no meaning, this is how hard you have fallen.
If you have invested 100% in this relationship than your partner is your love is your friend, your partner, your work, your social life, where are you??
Most of us consume the love the life the couple comfort until one day it is all taken away.
Your life has become a standstill it’s like living a death within, it feels like your heart has been ripped off its organs.

How do I know you ask,?? I have been there many times in my life and yes have learnt many a lesson but do we?
Yes, sometimes but other times no because you keep getting burnt by the same flame.
The first time for me was such a young age and yes the younger the heart the bigger the pain the harder the fall ,you see when you love for the first time you are learning new feelings for another and these feeling mould you and your heart of how you see the world .
Not many of us learn tho and fall into the same trap the same love.But others like me learn to embrace the past, engrave the future and be more open to learning about true love and the true meaning of the word.
I have learnt harsh lessons in my life and being DUMPED has installed the memory in my heart forever.
No one wants to go through the agony, heartache, pain, hurt, silence and the rest to follow.
But unfortunately, it happens  the Good the Bad and the Ugly  life, you can not live a fruitful  life if you haven’t experienced true love.

Learning to experience life as it happens learn from it and use it ,to become a better person for you and only you 11071034_10152735666411546_8179153592100693777_n

DUMP ME IF YOU MUST !!

DUMP ME IF YOU MUST

YOUR NAME

A MEMORY A LUST

GONE WITH THE WIND !

WHAT WE HAD NOW

I CHUCKED IN THE BIN

I GOT NOTHING TO ADD

A LIFE RENEWED ONCE SAD

I FIND ANOTHER TO CARRY ON

LIFE IS TO PRECIOUS

TO CRY ON AND ON AND ON AND ON

NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TEARS

OVER ALREADY DUMPED ! NO FEARS

I AM READY TO TAKE THE WORLD ON

I GOT SO MUCH TO DO

YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE

TO BAD A CHANCE YOU BLEW !!!

A LIFE IS A HAPPY ONE WITH NO REGRETS !!11855657_10207632448195817_6976826698789503054_n

DONT TURN AWAY ,I HAVEN’T FINISHED WITH YOU YET !!!

YOU DARE TO TURN AWAY

I HAVEN’T EVEN STARTED ON WHAT TO SAY

YOU TAKE A LIFE OF LOVE AND RESPECT

AND TURN IT ROUND ,SECRETS  A PAST IS KEPT

YOU TURN AWAY ,NO EXPLANATION ,NOT A WORD

THE EXCUSES THE LIES SO ABSURD !!!

YOU WALK FASTER AS I START TO SPEAK

WHAT THE HELL ?YOUR FACE SO PALE & BLEAK

NO COMMENT FOR ME  ,NOT EVEN A LOOK

DUMPEDWTF ?? TWO WORDS  IS ALL I TOOK !!

GET OVER YOURSELF ,I WILL GET OVER YOU QUICK

ONLY ONE NAME FOR YOU NOW STARTS WITH D AND ENDS

WITH ICK !!!

NO LIFE IS BAD UNLESS YOU MAKE IT !!

YOUR LOSS NOT MINE !!

WORN DOWN

WORN DOWN

YOU WALK INTO MY LIFE WITH REVENGE !!

PLEASE KEEP IT AT THE DOOR

THE BAGGAGE THE DARKNESS

YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN

CANT FIX A BROKEN HEART

DONT EVEN START

THIS IS OUR TIME

YOU HAVE CROSSED THE LINE

MENTIONING A NAME

ARE YOU INSANE

DUMPEDWTF ?CLOSER AT BAY

A MISTAKE YOU TOY WITH !!

ARE YOU FOR REAL

A NAME I CANT TAKE

LEAVE IT AT THE DOOR

YOUR LIFES AT STAKE

I WARN YOU NO MORE

YOU TREASURE THIS LIFE

KEEP  IT REAL KEEP IT RAW

MAKE  IT OURS ,

AND LET PIGS FLY HIGH

LIKE A KITE

NO HOME TO REST

KEEP GOING FLY HIGHER

DO YOUR BEST !!

LET IT GO !

OUR LIFE

THIS IS NO TEST

ITS REAL AS YOU AND ME

SO DONT EVEN TRY TO

BRING IT DOWN !!

OR US YOU WILL KNOW

OUT OF HEART OUT OF TOWN

NO MORE !!!

LEAVE THE BAGGAGE AT THE GATE

NO NAMES NO MISTAKES !!

LEAVE IT BEHIND

LEAVE IT BEHIND

BOSS ME !! RIGHT TRY TRY TRY

NO ONE CARES WHAT YOU SAY

YOU BOSS ME DUMOEDWTF ??

A DAY TODAY I PAY

NO ONE MEANS ME!!

THE FACT THE US

CAN I FINISH IF I MAY ?

BOSS ME NO MORE

DUMPEDWTF A LAW ?

THE ANGUISH THE PAIN

NOTHING IS THE SAME

NOW I SEE YOU

NOW I DONT

BOSS ME !!

FINALLY HAS COME

TO HAUNT ME DOWN

NO ONE CARES

REALLY YOUR NAME

NOT  EVEN A SOUND

KEEP WALKING FIRING ONE

BOSS ME !!

DONE AND DUSTED

SUN SHINING BRIGHTLY

LOVE LOST TO NONE !!

NEW LIFE STRINGING ME ALONG

GET IT

BOSS ME ,NO MORE

HAD IT TO THE CORE

BULLSHIIT LEFT THE BUILDING !!!

BOSS ME WHATEVER !!!

BOSSME RIGHT

BOSSME RIGHT