WHY ME AND NOT THE LADY DOWN THE ROAD ??????????????????????

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STILL THINKING OF WHAT I COULD OF DONE TO SAVE US FROM MISERY ?

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING OF WHAT THE PICTURE COULD OF LOOKED LIKE IF ONLY ?

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING WHERE THE HELL DID I GO WRONG AND WHY ?

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING WHO TO BLAME , ME OR YOU ?

STILL THINKIN OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING ? WHY COULDNT I SEE THE SIGNS OF BROKENNESS

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING WAS IT WORTH THE YEARS OF TOGETHERNESS

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING MAYBE IF I CHANGED THIS AND THAT TO MAKE IT BETTER

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING IF ONLY YOU GAVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO MAKE IT WORK

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING IF WE WERE STILL TOGETHER >? WOULD WE BE BETTER OFF ??

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

STILL THINKING IF I SHOULD TURNED A BLIND EYE AND TAKEN YOUR WORD

STILL THINKING OUT LOUD

ALL I KNOW ALL THE THINKING I HAVE DONE TODAY  ABOUT US ,HAVE SURPASSED ME

TODAY I AM A BETTER PERSON FOR ME AND ALSO FOR YOU

TODAY I LAUGH ABOUT HOW WE WERE ,AND WHY WE WERE

TODAY I AM CLEAR HEADED AND KNOW WE ,WERE NEVER GOOD FOR US

TODAY I AM THANKING YOU FOR LETTING ME GROW TO BECOME A BETTER ME

YOU SEE

IT  NOT   ABOUT WHO HURT  WHO ?

IT NOT ABOUT WHO IS TO BLAME ?

IT NOT ABOUT WHO GOING WITH WHO ?

IT NOT EVEN ABOUT WHY ?WHAT ?WHEN? WHO ?WHENEVER ?

ITS ABOUT LEARNING THE LESSON ,GROWING THE SOLUTION

AND LETTING GO OF  THE HISTORY  AND

CREATING A NEW PATH FOR THE PRESENT

LIFE LOVES WITHIN AND NOT WITHOUT

 

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SOMETIMES ITS SO HARD TO BREATHE, DUMPED !!!!

THE DAY WAS OUR DAY NO TIME TO DECIDE 

WHAT COLOR WHAT DRESS ,MY HEART A BIG STRIDE 

THE  DAY WAS OUR DAY OUR FRIENDS ALL READY TO GREET 

THE MUSIC ,THE FOOD ,THE FLOWERS SMELLING SO SWEET 

THE  DAY WAS OUR DAY ,SO SPECIAL AND SO MUCH PERFECTION

WHAT ELSE COULD I ASK FOR THE MAGIC OUR DIRECTION

 

THE DAY WAS OUR DAY , THE MEMORIES SO REAL 

THE PHOTOGRAPHER , THE TOASTING , THE KISS , ALL SEALED 

THE DAY WAS OUR DAY ,LOVED IT, SO MUCH OF YOU IN ME

YOUR WORDS ,YOURS EYES FOR ALL TO SEE 

THE DAY WAS OUR DAY , I MEMORISE THE WORDS 

I TAKE YOU FOR MY WIFE ,YOU ARE  MY LIFE ,

THE AUDIENCE  ALL HEARD 

THE DAY WAS OUR DAY ,SO SURREAL YET SO LONG AGO

BECAUSE TODAY 

THE DAY IS MY WORD WITHOUT YOU ,IS ALL I GOT SAY

REMINISCING THE DAY , SINGLE AS  I LAY 

YOU ONCED GRACED MY LIFE A MEMORY TO STAY

NO HARD FEELINGS JUST A SOFTER HEART 

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WANTED THAN WASTED THEN WANDERED WTF ?? WHATEVER

 

WE HAD SOMETHING THAT ONLY YOU COULD  DREAM ABOUT 

WE HAD EACH OTHER A LOVE SO SOLID WITHOUT A DOUBT

WE HAS SOMETHING THAT ONLY THE WORLD COULD SEE 

A TOGETHERNESS ONLY SHARED BY YOU AND ME 

WE HAD SOMETHING SO STRONG NOBODY COULD COME BETWEEN 

NOT EVEN THE PAST WE BOTH AGREED 

WE HAD SOMETHING THAT STOPPED TIME IN A SECOND

A PASSION A LOVE WE HAD RULES THERES NO WRECKEN

WE HAD SOMETHING  WITHIN  US, SO RARE TO TOUCH 

A HEART AND A SOULX 2 WE LOVE SO MUCH 

WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL , RIGHT UP TO THIS DAY 

THIS DAY I REMEMBER 

ANOTHER HEART CAME AND STOLE YOU AWAY 

WTF ? WHATEVER 

THAT SOMETHING WE BUILT  TOGETHER FROM SCRATCH 

HAS BEEN BURNT IN A BOMB FIRE,BURNT WITH A MATCH 

THAT SOMETHING THAT WAS SO SURREAL TO YOU AND ME 

IS NOW  A NOTHING A NOBODY A GET OUT OF HERE AND LET ME BE 

THAT SOMEONE WAS YOU, MY KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOUR 

TO THE UNIVERSE YOU HAVE  A PRICE TO PAY 

YEAP THE WORD I GOT FOR YOU IS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KARMA KARMA KARMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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YOU CALL A SPADE BLACK WHEN ITS BLACK

SO LONG YET SO FAST

THE TIMING THE MOMENT

YOU TO ME, A BIG ASK

SO LONG WAS THE QUESTION

NO REASON TO START

THE WORDS WERENT MEANT  FOR ME

YOUR FACE YOUR CHOICE YOUR TART

I BEG YOUR PARDON YOUR HER

A FACE  A GLARE  A DART

I JUST WANT TO SAY ONE THING

YOU CAN EAT YOUR WORDS ON ME

YOU CAN PUT YOUR WORDS

WHERE THE SUN DONT SHINE

TODAY I GOT THE BESTEST SIGN

I AM FREE AND GOT TO LIVE

AT LEAST YOU GAVE ME THAT

FREEDOM TO THRIVE I DIVE

FOR A NEW ME

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LOSING LOVE MAKES YOU A BETTER PERSON

LOVES COMES NOT ONCE IN YOUR LIFE

NOT ONCE NOT  TWICE THREE TIMES IS NICE

BUT LOVE WILL TRAVEL THROUGH AND THROUGH

A LOVE YOU WILL TREASURE TO THE END

A LOVE THAT WILL ALWAYS BE  WITH YOU

LOVE WILL TEST YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN

IT WILL MESS WITH YOUR MIND

AND PLAY GAMES TESTING THE LINE

LOVE WILL HURT ,LEAVE,BATTER ,TEAR

BUT LOVE WILL BECOME YOU AGAIN

HOLD ON TO YOUR LOVE YOU CARE

YOUR LOVE IS THE BEST IT WILL TEST

YOU AND MANY  SUITORS  IN TIME

REMEMBER LOVE IS YOUR FRIEND

HURTING AND LOVING

YOUR HEART WILL HEAL AND MEND

AND NEW LOVE NEW LOVE

NEW LOVE YOU WILL FIND AGAIN

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HURTING IS HARDER TO TAKE WHEN ITS RAW

WHY DID YOU TELL ME ITS OVER

WHEN I HAD SO MUCH OF ME TO GIVE

WHY DIDN’T YOU GIVE A CHANCE

TO SHOW A ME LIFE TO LIVE

WHY DID YOU  TELL ME ITS OVER

I AM NOT READY TO TAKE THE FINAL NO

WHY DIDN’T SEE WHAT WE HAD

I WOULD OF WORKED HARDER

FOR A LOVE TO GROW

WHY DID YOU TELL ME ITS OVER

MY HEART IS NOT BEATING IN TUNE

WHY DID YOU WALK INTO MY LIFE

WITH NO REASON ,WHEN YOU

CHOOSE TO LEAVE ME WAY  TOO SOON

WHY DID YOU LIKE ME TO LUST ME

WHEN LOVE WAS NEVER TO BE A GROOM

FROM A HURTED HEART

I AM OUT THIS LIFE I FEEL IS DOOMED

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MONEY MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND AND I DONT WANNA PLAY

YOU WALKED INTO MY LIFE , READY TO TAKE THE WORLD 

THE PROMISES MADE ,A DIAMOND AGE OR EVEN MENTION A PEARL

YOU TOLD ME YOU COULD NEVER LIVE WITH OUT ME 

I BELIEVED IN EVERYTHING YOU SAID 

YOU  TOLD ME  I WAS YOUR FOREVER GURL 

CALLING MY NAME OUT LOUD IN YOUR HEAD 

YOU TOLD ME WHAT KIND OF HOUSE WE WOULD BUY 

YOU SAID IT WAS DESTINY ,REACHING FOR THE SKY 

YOU TOLD ME THAT NO ONE WOULD EVER BREAK US 

NO MATTER HOW HARD THEY TUGGED , AND TRIED

YOU TOLD ME OUR LOVE WAS STRONGER THAN LIFE ITSELF

MY TEARS THE MEMORIES I CRY 

YOU TOLD ME THAT ONE DAY A WHITE WEDDING IS US 

AND THAT BOTH WOULD BE ONE FOR ONE

YOU TOLD ME THAT ENDLESS  TIME WOULD COME

EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY HOUR OF EVERY DAY 

OUR LIVES WE BOTH LIVE FOR IS DONE 

 

BUT SADLY TODAY I SEE YOU IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT 

THE MAN I LOVED AND ONCE KNEW 

I SEE THE MEMORIES OF OUR PERFECT LOVE 

WAS JUST  A FABRICATION OF LIFE FOR YOU TO DO 

I SEE NOW US WAS NEVER GOING TO MAKE  IT TO THE END 

I SEE MUCH MORE THAN  JUST YOUR WORDS 

I SEE A MAN WITH EGO HIGH  ,HEADING FOR A ENDLESS BEND 

 I SEE MY LIFE WAS ON BORROWED TIME

I SEE NOW I WAS JUST A PLEASURE FOR YOU

I SEE YOUR TALK WAS JUST A SLAP IN THE FACE  

NO MEANING NO ME NO MORE  TO DO 

I SEE THAT MONEY WAS A MAJOR PLAYER TO YOU

YOU TOOK ME FOR A RIDE 

I SEE THAT THE MORE MONEY I HAD 

THE MORE TIME OF LOVE YOU LIED 

I SEE NOW YOU NEVER LOVED ME FOR ME 

BUT LOVED WHAT I BANKED INSIDE 

WELL TODAY I FAREWELL A SAD SAD MAN 

A MAN WHO I HAVE  WASHED WITH THE TIDE 

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